I want to dedicate this book to everyone that I’ve hurt and misled throughout my life.
I want to apologize to my 2 ex-wives for being the worst husband imaginable. I confess publicly that I was completely selfish, controlling, evil and diabolical. I hate what I have done to hurt you both and hope desperately that you will forgive me. I wish I could erase all the pain that I had caused you both. Everything that went wrong was all my fault and I still often grieve over it.
I want to apologize to my 2 daughters for being a waste of a father. I have denied and neglected you most of your lives. I wish I could relive my life for your sakes and be the kind of father that you deserve. I love you both very much and I hope the change you see in me now will impact your lives for the better.
I want to also apologize to both of my parents for being disobedient and disrespectful. I know you didn’t have the proper guidance or parenting skills that you needed; but mom you did the best you could, and dad, you’re doing much better now than ever. I forgive you both for the things you did wrong and ask for forgiveness likewise.
Finally, I want to dedicate this book to my younger brother, whom I found dead in his bedroom from alcohol and toxicity poisoning. I should have been a better example to him and loved him more. I know I could have made a better difference in his life.